| three sleepless nights
this isn't how its supposed to be
but you're so good at taking your time to get back to me
i will wait for you forever
if you would just ask me
i thought that i could change you, but you've changed me
it doesn't feel right holding someone elses hand
together on phone lines, living at two opposite ends
it scares me to think that you could find takers other than me
and better than me
but your head is elsewhere and i'm talking enough for the both of us
when will you see? it's not (it's not) so easy for me
youre careless (i fall from ) and whisper (your eyes)
(i trusted) insulting and bruising (i thought that you said forever)
and i thought that you said things were improving
these laces are untied, but my feet are still walking away. away.
(laces .. are .. untied .. but my feet .. are walking away)
i never thought that you could say these words, is this really happening?
i never thought that you could say these words, is this really happening?
(don't say ..)
i never thought that you could say these words, is this really happening?
(don't say that we ..)
i never thought that you could say these words, is this really happening?
(don't say that we can still be .. )
i never thought that you could say these words, is this really happening?
(don't say that we can still be friends.. )
erase my name, from this page.
how can you take all these days?
(what is inside me, what have i done?)
and throw them away
(is this the only way that you'll notice me?)
as i sit here waiting for you.
(dead words for closed ears all this is sung for you)
i stay up nights
(if youre still pretending this is whats right)
until stars leave the sky
(why cant you look at me can you only see)
knowing what my dreams take away
(one side your side, can take away)
walk away from me.
this night is done.
...Benjamin Moser, I love you with all of my heart... you are wonderful... |
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I love Benjamin......
.....with all my effin heart
_aubreyann_<3 |
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| I am super HAPPY!!!!!! and it feels fine... this is the happiest I have been in a really long time...And I am not quite sure why! It is Kinda of odd in all actuality! I do really miss Ben though...That is really starting to bring me down. I reallllly MISS HIM..AND I LOVE HIM... It is hard to think about how I will get deal with it when he leaves for the NAVY! Okay..well now I am even Happier because their is a cheese steak sandwich here with guess who's name on it?!? AUBREY ANN HESS!! HECK YEAH!
Okay well this FAT KID is going to EATTTT!!! YEAH!
.I LOVE BEN. <3
I am also super glad i re-met Dylan I almost totally forgot about him...Dylan and I were born 2 weeks apart and we spent like everyday together when we were little...and then we just like dropped off the face of the earth to each other I have not seen the kid in 9 YEARS!!!!...Then I re-met him at Robo Fest..he played in A New Class Of Society!!! They were really good...OH YEAH!!! JAKE is the coolest GUITAR player ever!
<3 auBrEyaNn
How bout this?
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| Shallow it seems but I need you here
From me to you, I know I can’t feel a thing
Oh, sing me to sleep
I wont fight it when you leave
Oh, I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here, oh.
Desperate it seems but I can’t breathe
Are you real?
Are you real?
I can’t feel a thing
And this machine won’t stop
Be here when I wake
Sing me to sleep
I wont fight it when you leave
Sing me to sleep
I wont fight it…
Oh, I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here, ohhhh.
It finally hit me today
it hit me real hard
your leaving
i love you
ben
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| ...There are certain times in life where you just feel like totally giving up....
...And then there are the times that make you love life....
Today I had both....
The situation is slowly getting worse...
I love you more than you know
Much worse...
you make me so happy!
you are just looking to piss me off...
You are amazing...
Grow Up!!!
never change a thing....
Please change everything
.....I am little uncertain of what to do with the bad situation...
...But I know exactly what to do with the good one...
...I will just give them to god...
A member of Salem Road said that Ben and I should read the bible together...
How can we if we never see each other?
.I love Benjamin Moser.
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